Alaina Willing

Professor Esa

From the Holocaust to German Unification

18 September 2004

 

United States Holocaust Memorial Museum

 

          I have read books about the Holocaust, and I have seen movies about the Holocaust.  I even have a friend whose grandfather is a Holocaust survivor.  He showed me and my whole fourth grade class where his big toe had been chopped off when he was laying railroad track in bare feet for the Nazis.  I already knew many things about the Holocaust before I came to the museum.  I knew about how numbers were carved into prisoners’ arms, about how prisoners marched for miles in the snow, about the gas chambers, and about the yellow stars on Jewish sleeves.  However, I did not truly know about the Holocaust.

          Perhaps I did not understand because I could not fully imagine what it was like.  Perhaps it was because I could not bear to fully imagine it.  I don’t think it is actually possible to comprehend the reality of the Holocaust without experiencing it.  Yet, I do think that this experience brought me much closer.  It felt remorseful to listen to a Holocaust survivor on my part because I felt as if I wasn’t letting myself get more out of the experience

          The museum was very well set up.  I also thought it was important that it was quite tastefully set up.  The fact that the only films were documentaries was important, because although there are some very good films about the Holocaust, there is nothing quite like reality to capture the truth of the situation.  The first thing to give the impression of the Holocaust was the elevator which took us up to the fourth floor.  It was huge, many of us fit in there; it seemed to hint at how it felt to be hoarded together with too many other people in a boxcar, as many Holocaust prisoners were when they were transferred to and from concentration camps.  It was also cold, (in fact, it was cold throughout all of the museum.)

          The fourth floor somewhat eases you into the museum.  It begins with simply photographs, their captions and short films, describing the beginning of the Holocaust which was not as horrific as the end.  The third floor takes you deeper and through more anguish, but it is the third floor which really packs a punch.   Relocation is represented by the removal of hair, and the loss of clothes, shoes and other valued items.  There is a boxcar, the same as those which were used to transport hundreds of prisoners, and in which hundreds of prisoners died, is there so that you can stand inside.  Then you move on to the concentration camp area.  There is a barrack in which several prisoners slept, and a representation of what it looked like within the gas chambers when they were in

use; people dying and climbing on top of the dead, and people’s faces as they perished.  Next you learn of those who resisted the Nazis.  Then it moves to when the camps were “liberated.”  There are documentaries about how the German people are made to watch the ghastly mass burial of numerous emaciated bodies.  Last are the stories from survivors.  This seems essential for the end of the museum, it brings us to the present day, to the outcome for the survivors.  It is an outlet for them to reflect, and so it allows us to reflect on the museum.  It is about resolution for the survivors of the holocaust, and so it is a resolution for the visitors as well.    

          I appreciated what Rubin Sztajer did for us, and how he does it for as many young people as he can because it is a valuable experience to hear about the Holocaust firsthand, and it was also interesting to see how he is and how his life is today.  It is very upsetting that my children and later generations will not have that opportunity.  I hope that they do not have the opportunity to hear from a survivor of something similar.